I'm trying so hard to just enjoy pregnancy. I'm not in any real pain. I have the normal stuff going on. I have nothing to complain about. Trouble is that no matter how I try to spin it, I don't like getting bigger and heavier. It makes it harder for me to walk. And because I'm all out front, I have to compensate when I walk for the weight distribution.
And I'm pretty sure I'm growing again. I'm cranky today. I don't feel all that great, and I'm overly emotional. I'm tired. I'm finding that these types of days indicate growth spurts. My stomach is getting tight. I feel large.
I'm crying because the women in my office just went over to get a bottle of wine from someone that makes homemade wine and I was going to go with them. I walk out there and the receptionist said, "They said 'catch up.'" What the FUCK! (yes, I said it). I'm pregnant and miserable today and you want me to "catch up." I don't think so. So instead, I'm venting here.